What Have you felt !! Are you alive ?!!

We say and we feel that things changes and we too. 

It is a constant thing.

I did a small experiment, just to check that in few hours, what I receive with one foolish post {Sorry to all, it was just an activity to see the spontaneous reply}

We might not miss each other, but somebody we know may be missing some day, this thought disturbs us. It is so negative that we are not even ready to see it and acceptance is not at all near to it. 

Yesterday Received a message from someones number to whom I knew. His son posted the message that he died due to severe cardiac arrest and I was just stunned. Even I was not that ready to at least write some words of strength to him. I cannot, because I will never understand what he must be going through. 

This is a fact of life. One day I may be gone and somebody will post on my FB wall the reason why I cannot be online anymore. 

Isn't it? 

But I am not ready to accept this fact. Why me, we all may not be ready to accept this fact. 

If I go, what my husband will do, what if he gets attached to other? What my kids will do ? Where my things will be ? Who will take what ? etc etc..... will start fearing me...

but the fact is, I know nothing will come with me but I am still caring for the things. This is what makes me human.

We get the pravachans that not to get attached to anything. But why not ? Why not to get attached to the things, that are not harming anybody else. the things that make your soul happy. the things that you feel represents you. The things that do not charge anything to anybody else. The things that you still use and so on.... One day anyhow I will be not there, then killing my wants and likes will kill me for self. Attachment and Lalach the greed is two very different things. Everybody has his own definition of every concept. 

Sometimes we never think this way. Think, if there may be no new day if we don't wake up. We are busy with our own world. We are busy giving gyan to others but not implementing it to self.  In this business we missed many small things and that we realise far later. We run to earn money, fight to receive importance, we feel envy when things are not with us, We are insecure with so many things. But we live with that and keep hurting people around us. We never realise what we are doing ? 

Do we ?

We have expectations from all. Specially when it is with the people for whom we do something(Do we think what we are doing). But sometimes it stays as it is and was. Point is , are we going to run behind them. What is a Point?. I tis all very scattered and disturbing some times.  

for example, I get hurt most with the behaviours of others. I feel , why so and somebody behaves this way with me, when I am doing nothing. But I miss to realise that this the only way that person lives. It is his/her choice of dealing with the people. If I start accept this reality I may be happier.    

We are complex creatures of this earth made by god (you can name your god on whom you have faith). Some call it miracle , some destiny. 

But in this complex world we are ridiculously fabulous with our behaviours. 

My stupid post "I May Die Today, But there must be something for you to say Tomorrow that Yesterday there was a girl called Mrunal" gave me so many replies like, anger , why I posted this stupid thing, Some very good messages about me, praises, Love, blessings, Calls and so on, Some ignored and ignore to answer the stupid thing. But one thing is clear, we care the existence. but we step back always to express. 

The one who do not like you they may not feel anything, the one who loved you, liked you, admired you, was your friend etc will surely miss your presence and you may be gone, that feeling hurts them or scare them. But in reality show must go on... Even if you are gone things will not change, some other person may replace your job, If your partner is at right age he/she will remarry, Kids will find the way to tackle the loss... and all things will be at its place again after 3 days... Those who miss they will be sad for some days but still they will be following their routines. 1 photo may be hanged at your place, that too for few years. New gen or new person will not be interested to know who you were. and anyhow after a year or 2 there will be nothing. 

In all this Locha, only 1 simple thing will be there and that is, how you treated the other person. If I am not good with the person in front , then I am dead at the same point. If I insult somebody, do not respect the individual irrespective of the age and relation I have, feel insecure for no reason then I am already dead. My deeds will keep me alive in the memories of the person, anyhow as I am not a celebrity I will not be remembered by any of clip showed on TV or Movie but being a normal person I should be by How I treated you. If I miss it then everything is messed.
You will not say anything about me tomorrow that yesterday there was a girl called Mrunal !! Many have not even ready it till the end like you did. It is very nice that you gave this much time to read, So as you did it, Now replace my name with yours and read all this again by keeping you in mind. Reply me too how you felt. !!